My Heart is like Water; Snow and Ice englufed in Flames. It's cold.

2008-11-23T21:28:00.003+08:00

very, very bored.
SEE!
my blog's dead.
no one actually links it...
who actually reads it?

boring holiday.
have this sudden sjab training etc.
still have the homework (CHINESE??!!!?? why???)
and project.

argh.
where's my primary sch times...

i also dunno whether there's SJab train on Nov 25 or whatever.

sms'ed timothy the qns?
does he answer??
obviously not...yet.
perhaps he changed his
phone no.

lemme see,
which other sjab-mate's
no. i have...
oh, xin'peng.

...
what are the chances of
at least someone replying me.
It's like i'm self-isolating myself.

so bored.
no mood.
so bored.

my holidays seems so dull.
yawn.

PLS CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHETHERS THERE SJAB ON 25 NOV>??

2008-11-14T17:50:00.002+08:00

Your voice, you let out ten-fold!
It voices all your thoughts all about me, who you hate.
But!
It froze hundred-fold within the emptiness of my ear.
The freeze that which spread from the void from my cold heart.

My heart, almost frozen.
Like Snow and Ice engulfed in Flames?
What flames?
There is no flame!

The cold.
The silence.
It's frozenssilence...

http://frozenssilence.blogspot.com/

2008-11-07T19:16:00.001+08:00

Sigh

dickson made a forum.
the class outing is tomorrow.

2008-10-31T18:33:00.002+08:00

Amused

there's this 'name' in the class blog.
seriously, he/she put's his name as well...name.
how lame.

what a low-lifer.
but gotta say, i'm amused by his utter stupidity.
wonder when he'll ever stop.

anyway,
...
i'll end this post.

2008-10-30T16:18:00.003+08:00

PS: it's Narido, not naridon, sry for the spelling mistake

#200 things to do with your homework

Part 1: #1 - 25

Do it
Do it halfway
Burn it
Eat it
Make origami (that includes plane, boat etc.)
Cry
Tear it
Toilet use
Bring it for a swim
Go to the Singapore Flyer
Play a game with it, and pwn it
Do another homework with it
Read a book
Sneeze on it
Sing
Party
Date it
Draw on it
Stand on it
Sit on it
Burn the paper and commit arson with it.
Cough on it
Jump on it
Play Tic Tac Toe
Stare

That's all

Anyway, nobody my age really cares about my level position, which is 8.
I don't care really, I'm just saying.

2008-10-24T09:57:00.002+08:00

Before reading this post.
You may want to go to
the previous post and solve the RIDDLE!

Yesterday

Today is yesterday's tomorrow.
So, I'm talking about Yesterday.
Which is...today's yesterday.

Ok.

Last Day of School!!!
And PTM.
Received my report slip and yeah!
I got >censored< !!!!!
Yeah!!!

Anyway, after PTM.
I stay at school for a while,
and my mum and bro went home.

So... bored.
Yes, i know i should be like
"OMG! holidays! freedom!"

Freedom???
I have chinese homework,
math project and assignment.
I'm supposed to revise SJAB stuff???

What holiday is this???
I've not even made a survey yet,
lest think of who and how I'm going to survey.

Anyway, back to school.
I asked Brandon whether
me and kelvin
can go to his house and play!

Because I was really bored.
Utterly pathetic and obvious reason...

He hesitated for awhile.
And finally he decided.
But kelvin needed his specs.
so he went back home, and back here again.

Me and brandon waited
for 20 min at the canteen.
while drinking our MIX of drinks.
Chatted about how we met some
significant classmates in the first day.
and the 1st week.

good times...good times.
1st day seemed like yesterday.
the year seemed so fast...

Anyway, kelvin returned.
and we walked to the bus stop.

At the bus stop.
'aiyah, i forgot the name', one of my sjab-mates.
told me whether i took the bandages,.
ARGH!!!
i forgot.
but heck, can buy at the pharmacy.

Brandon's house.

Played Halo 3.
another very obvious thing...

And combat arms.

Brandon 'pwned' me somehow.
or maybe it's because I am
not familiar with halo 3 controls.

Went to sun plaza.
KFC.
ate...
very >censored< obvious.

went home.

>>>fast foward>>>

evening.
Combat Arms under server maintenance.
>.<
so go watch Youtube.
and make the RIDDLE in my blog.

9pm
had to buy bread from 7/11.
The night air was cool.
walked past the coffee shop.
quite quiet, except for the tv noise.

at 7/11 went to the cashier
with the bread.
the cashier told me in 'understandable' chinese.
she told me that there where a surprisingly low
amount of customers that day.
the newspaper were unsually not fully sold.

I've actually no idea what unsold newspapers
and bread...and a cold night have ot do with my life...

but that's all.
first day of holiday.
now what?

2008-10-23T14:54:00.003+08:00

Find it...a blog riddle by Neil Brian

Comments

HTML is the base code of blog posts.
I hope you know where to go...

2008-10-17T20:01:00.002+08:00

Almost

It's almost the end.
I almost forgot my password.

Anyway,
I received my marks!
Yay, marks.
Um, not really.
It's just a draft report slip for checking.
wohoo 5 A1's.
and i passed chinese!

but....
the draft slip said I passsed Chi (C6)
Another mark sheet I
had to check said I failed Chi (D7).

Which one is the true OVERALL???

Anyway, I'm patching Combat Arms.
Hope for some new content.

Anyway, back to my post-exams.
Some of my SJAB mates,
know the level position.
they say 'brandon first...this....second...and third....fourth.'
brandon is obviously first.

they say (in kind of angry manner)
that i got '5 A1's huh??..."
like loan shark sia.
jkjk.
but they also included that
i could be in top 20 or something.

crap, impossible.
impossible.

but hey!

anyway, i think i'm gonna start linking 6.7 students.

6 more days to end of sch...
Close..., close.

2008-10-13T10:16:00.003+08:00

NEW Coming

Halo 3: Recon is coming!
This time were playing as an ODST (orbital drop shock trooper)
who just survived the New Mombasa blast.
Can't wait...for next year.

Another thing I'm looking forward to is the Franz Ferdinand
album Tonight, though it'll come next year too.
Lucid Dreams just came out, so it's the 1st song released WITH Vocals.

I'm surely not looking forward for the exam papers.
I'm going to drop in some subjects. maybe.

k, so that's all bye.

2008-10-12T21:26:00.001+08:00

woohoo, Franz Ferdinand's new album is coming quite soon.

2008-10-08T21:17:00.004+08:00

I just had a hard time logging in to blogger.
I forgot my password.
Had to reset it.
How annoying, and I'm passing the annoyance it to you.

Here's the
THE MOST ANNOYING BLOG POST EVER
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THE MOST ANNOYING BLOG POST EVER (YOU'RE READING THIS AGAIN, HA!)
BY NEIL BRIAN

I WAS TYPING THIS AT NINE HOURS FORTY ONE MINUTES EIGHT SECONDS AT POST MERIDIAN. WAS BORED AFTER REVISING ALGEBRAIC MANIPULATION, PLAYING COMPUTER, WATCHING TV. TOMMOROW IS THE LAAAAASSSTTT TEEESSSSTTT PAPER OF THE END OF YEAR EXAMS. I AM NOW TYPING THIS MESSAGE AND ALTERNATING THE LETTERS OF THE ALPHABETICAL ALPHABETS IN THE CAPITAL FORM AND LOWERCASE FORM. THE CAPITAL FORM OF THE ALPHABETICAL ALPHABETS, WHICH THERE ARE TWENTY SIX OR SO OF THEM. I AM REFAINING FROM BEING "NOT IN A CROOKED WAY, ALSO KNOWN AS STRAIGHT" TO THE POINT. I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO TRY ALTERNATING BETWEEN THE BOLD EFFECT AND ITALIC EFFECT ON THE TEXT I AM WRITING ON "THE MOST ANNOYING BLOG POST EVER (YOU'RE READING THIS AGAIN! FOR THE THIRD TIME OF TIMES! HAH!)" I AM CURRENTLY, RIGHT NOW AT NINE HOURS FORTY EIGHT MINUTES FIFTY NINE SECONDS, DOING SUCH AN ACTION WHICH VERBS OF SO ARE FOUND IN THE DITIONARY. I AM NOT, 'NEVER-WILL-NOT' MAKING SENSE ABOUT WHAT I AM TALKING, OR MORE OF BEING EXACT, WRITING OR TYPING DOWN, WITH THE KEYBOARD, THE WORDS I SAY. I MAY BE SAYING UNNESSARYLY PUTTING POINTLESS POINTS. WRITING OR TYPING THIS, TOO, IS ANNOYING. IT HAS TURNED OUT THAT I HAVE ACTUALLY NOT ALTERNATED BETWEEN THE UPPER AND LOWER CASE OF THE LETTERS OF THE ALPHABETS. I AM CONTRADICTION AFTER ALL. CONGRATULATIONS, MY UTMOST CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU. YOU HAVE FINISHED, ALMOST, READING THIS POST.

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2008-10-02T12:21:00.004+08:00

BY READING THIS YOU HAVE NO LIFE
CAKE

CAKE is good!
I like cake.

anyway, i put myself under the name of

The Abstract Blogger

and i put in the short form of...

The Great Blogger of which the Posts of the Blog are of Abstract Form of the Arts in that of Blogger.com

Everything is 'true'. except for the Great part. that's crap.

2008-09-30T17:51:00.002+08:00

Coffee or Cake

It was just a frickin bus ride
on my way home from school.
exams over.
drew a pic of a cake on my paper.
erased it, of course.

My birthday's coming 2/10/08.
So I could have every reason to
draw cake.
Or drink Oreo Coffee from Sweetalk?

Then my system of mind went weird.
but i can handle it, i'm not a crazy maniac yet.
Anyway, my mind went...

COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE? COFFEE OR CAKE?

Then bubble tea...TEA?

No, no. NOT TEA.

I case you think I have finally turned into a crazed coffee-cake-maybe tea kind of maniac.
(were you expecting that all along?)
No.

I'm just thinking what blogskin to put next.
A coffee themed or caked.
But why not stick with snow/ice.
After all, ice is like icing on cake.
Icing is creamy, and cream is for coffee.
So, why not stick with Snow?
Time can wait.

2008-09-22T21:02:00.002+08:00

I Ask Myself

How can a girl say she want her lover to be LIKE here???
How can arh?
(Yes! Singlish)
He is a boy and she want him to be like a girl.
(Which is her. Yeah, confusing)
Weird leh...(Ok, ok. Enough of singlish)

How can I talk about a girl?
Why that specific 'girl'?
(What's with the inverted commas? She is a girl!)
I seriously have no sort of feeling or whatsoever.
I just feel like 'criticizing' her and her lifestyle.
She is a happy girl.
I'm a pessimist, not completely though.

What a contrast.
Contrast,
I must say.
But contrast can be ugly.

Seriously,
I'm saying this.
But what's my point???

2008-09-22T19:20:00.002+08:00

my 1st long title
yea. and i gotta REVISE!
--------------------------------
If I Were Anything

If I were anything.
I would be going around the world.
I would be doing something.
I could also be doing nothing.

If I were anything.
I would be an apple.
So I could eat myself up!
Yummy.
I got to eat now.
Got to go to dinner.

2008-09-18T19:38:00.005+08:00

(post deleted)
oh my, oh my.
out of boredom.
i'm posting this...um...
-----------------
Sex (yes, sex)

what is sex?
very simple.
look in the dictionary.

Dictionary.com
the instinct or attraction drawing one sex toward another, or its manifestation in life and conduct.

Urbandictionary.com
sex is like math: you add the bed, subtract the clothes, divide the legs and pray you dont multiply!
-----------------
and you think i would really dare to express myself about sex?!

2008-09-16T15:47:00.002+08:00

Luck

what is luck?
is it just a 4 letter word,
of which the 4 letters are different?
is it an element?
then why isn't it in the periodic table?
is it some amount?
can it even be calculated?
what are the chances of luck?
1 in a randomly generated number?

how could we be sure.
are we ever that...
Lucky?

2008-09-13T18:58:00.002+08:00

Call me 'Contradiction'

visited someone's friendster.
that someone from my primary school.
but who cares? i ask.

anyway.

she typed that
she hated stories of which
the endings well...
end
badly.
i.e.
"to be continued."
"and they all died."
etc. etc. blah. blah.

now for your info.
i'm not going to continue
talking about some other
girl's thought.
This is my BLOG,
my BLOG POST.
MY THOUGHTS.

with the freedom of speech,
I shall express myself...

---------------------
What's with the good ending?
Yeah, they're OK.
But too OK, perhaps.
Do you think that life
is full of good endings?
Or even ends good?
well, yes, but part no.

Bad endings.
In the sense of
being used in
writing,
not life.
They give a sense of mystery,
impact or even irony.

Good endings.
they may be...
well, good.
But they may be
boring and fully expected.

"Happily ever after..."
Of course we know it'll be happily ever after!
Every process in the story.
It seems so lucky.
"Fortunately...luckily...happily etc."
It turns out to be so unrealistic.
What are the chances of luck?
1 in a randomized amount?

Back in the writing sense,
bad endings.
or maybe so called "bad' ending.
they give Me
a feeling.

Example.

"Almost everyone was dead.
The rest were left crying.
Hopeless they seem to be,
but lies the same fate they may soon suffer.
The sun sets, on scorched rocky ground"

Kind of an impact, ain't it?

Or maybe I'll try to write a good ending.
But I inform you,
I'm a bad ending writer, after all.

"All they have been through:
the suffering, the tests and the troubles.
They made it. They did it.
Now their every days that
would come next.
It seems like the sun was
evermore brighter, which
shine spread beyond the horizon."

How expected.
"They did it"
Oh what the...
Of course they did it!
They made through
the frickin things.
So?
After all that we read.
They just Did it??

Seriously even if you're contented.
I'm not.
Sad.
Yes.
A sad ending for this post.
How angry you could have felt.
If you loved good-endings.

But for every fact or though that has been given out.
By the very source.
It's true, admit it.

2008-08-30T21:06:00.002+08:00

Think

Do you think?
Do we ever think?
Don't you ever wonder,
am I telling you to think?

Admit it,
you're thinking right now.
Every word you're reading,
it seems to be hypnotizing
you to think,
to read.

Face it.
You're still thinking.
You can't stop thinking.
You can't stop reading this
eh, can you?

Words are hypnotic.
Even after reading this
you'll still have
at least a fragment of
your memory
remembering this.

You can't stop thinking.
I can bring your thoughts
to anything I want
to say through
the words I type.

Let me bring
your thought to this.
Do you ever thought.
What makes us do
the thoughts we make.
What causes us to
make the very thought
right now?

Life's full of mysteries.
But just believe in
your beliefs.
Religious or not.
________________
Anyway,
I just came back from
AGI.
(read the damn previous
post to know what AGI
stands for, don't ask me)
blabla.
All those
SJAb guys...and gals.
you'll know.
maybe not all.

2008-08-29T18:06:00.003+08:00

Me, Emo? bull****

I'm not emo.
I'm a person who rather think of
every option and every outcome
than to think of all the bad things
that's going or can happen.
I'm against pure emo-ism.
Not the emo sense of fashion,
i'm fine with it.
The emo-ism i referring to
the emo lifestyle.

Emo people have no life
They want no life.
Why live it when you're
going to ruin it?
Why lose it if
you can change it?
________________
Anyway, gonna relink.
Lazy sia sometimes...

Tommorow is
the AGI
then must bring
Brigade U...
*grumble*
.
.
*tummy rumble*
arh. must eat dinner.
jkjk
it's still early.

2008-08-27T20:36:00.002+08:00

Spam

i don't care about spammers.
no matter how much you scold them
or shout **** or ******* or any other crap
at them.
they're really stubborn.

but i'm different.
I let them spam.
They're low life humans
I don't bother about them
I have NO HOPE in them
let them continue.
let them live their..
hopeless lives
spamming ******* crap.

oh...why should i care?

2008-08-27T20:20:00.002+08:00

Wonder

I have wonders.
Of this wonderful world we live in.
Perhaps not.
I wonder much.

Am I deluding myself?
Or am I, myself a delusion?
Am I, already, deluding myself?

I wonder much, wonder many wonders.
_________________
PTM's tommorow.
How wonderful, time flies.
But I wonder.

Holiday homework
I've finally received homework.
Surprisingly,
I kind of happy I got
homework.
I've been using the com too much.
There barely much homework
to do for a day.
Just play...
and play.
may sound fun to you.
but my 'play'
is too much play.
i'm homework-sick.

"hopes are like dreams...wake up."

Meaning?

2008-08-26T20:29:00.002+08:00

Meaning?

Ecclesiastes 1:2-11
Everything is meaningless

"Meaningless! Meaningless!"
says the Teacher.
"Utterly meaningless!
Everything is meaningless" -- Ecclesiastes 1:2
___________________________
I have never thought that the bible would say such things. Until now.
Anyway. it's the last week of Term 3.
how time flies.
like a bird that loses it ability to fly after time,
never to be retrieved again.
exams are coming.
(oh, why the heck brian...i'm talking about exams...)
___________________________
I've just joined Gunz recently.
but i'm just starting to adapt to
TPS because i've been
playing FPS too much
(halo...halo)
a game about
guns and swords.......
oh WTH.
if there's a nuke
i'll drop it in the game.

nah...
the game's kinda nice.
but the graphic's gotta improve.
and i surprised that
button combos (aka K-style)
isn't really cheating.
unlike halo.
which can give u a ban
if u
superjump,
superbounce,
glitch/hack,
mod,
or button combo.

maybe i should download SF.
maybe.

2008-08-24T09:24:00.005+08:00

Let me talk some Sense to myself

ok, a few minutes before i'm leaving the house to church.
linked a blog.
updated some crap.
hiaz...my life's kinda boring.
i wonder why i wanted to blog again.
maybe it's the fun?
nope, i ain't having much fun now.
hmm...oh, typing!

go to
http://playfreeonlinegames.eu/playonline/typethealphabet.html

it's about typing the alphabets.
and my fastest time is 5.69 s
basically, i manged to find a pattern in the QWERTY keyboard.

now i want to jump in time.
yesterday, brandon, cs, kelvin went to my hse for the lit and eng homework.
went to meet up first at kfc northpoint.
and brandon went ranting about my nerd-ism
"stop playing rubiks cube...
the specs, the clothes yada yada"
sadly, i dun rly care much.
i'm just me.
but maybe i shld change a tad bit...
played xbox after project.
HALO!
and we went playing.
and we were...obviously, having fun.

jumping back in time again,
CCA day and foot drills.
but u should know how should it be like.
that's all!

"it's pathetic, that's the way. one of many"

2008-08-23T20:34:00.003+08:00

Don't you know there's such thing as Highlight?

C'mon.
want to read more?
read some extra stuff.
Highlight the post. you'll read more.
the previous one, even this.

Ok, go to my music playlist and choose D.A.N.C.E by justice,
and well
stop looking and dance!!!

2008-08-22T19:49:00.003+08:00

CCA ...day

the sports, the arts, the music, the foot drill.
every CCA seems like that.
i always wondered why they wanted cca, they might as well call it clubs.
one question, ask yourself, u joined a cca because u must or u want?
for me, eh...both.
yea, choose that answer too if you want. like i care much. i don't really see why should i?
i joined cca because of cca points.
skip cca ALOT, lose your points.
even worse
NO CCA, no points.
sounds like a threat from MOE sia. jkjk
another reason is that i joined for one thing
that costs time...and perhaps money too.
EXPERIENCE.
it's one thing that i think make being a cca unique...maybe not
why am i always unsure?
can't i make up my mind?
i mean honestly, someone can do some
things that ccas do, music, dance, art
but... oh forgot, so he can't do UG.
ug is special, u earn and learn things from UG, by being in a UG.
(make's me proud, somehow)
but there's always lessons to be learnt. especially harsh ones.
harsh ones...ONE

2008-08-21T20:06:00.007+08:00

I'm back!
From a very long blog leave.
Here's some new stuff.
below my name...below my name
New Blogskin
New Writing Style
New Theme
New...well...something.

so, visit my blog soon again.

Wow, time passes by, but were back to the start. I always have this
habit in my blog.
HIGHLIGHT